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Picture above has got nothing to do with this blog or post. You might be wondering why create a new blog when I already had a domain blog. No I'm not going to make this blog a domain. And yes http://michelleakj.com is still my main blog.

After making this video, I got quite a number of good feedbacks, some people even thanked me personally for helping them in some way or another. The feeling I get whenever someone thank me for putting in effort, trying to help people who are going through what I went through.. It's just the feeling that keeps me motivated to do what I'm doing.

If you're with me since 'REJECTIONS', you should know that there's this dramatic shit happening in Singapore about Aaron Tan and FadedHolySoldier. Surprisingly, the hate I got from that video of me defending Singapore gotten 90% of hate from our fellow Singaporeans. The hate got over what I can control. I'm a very mentally strong person I must say but those hate got me into thinking "is this all worth?" and I wanted to take a break from the whole internet because of those hate I got. But guess what? It was FadedHolySoldier himself who came to calm the situation. Call him a pervert like most said but the fact is that he stood up for someone who is actually against him. Sadly, he deleted those videos on Aaron Tan including the video that he stood up for me. That's how I got the 'hamster girl' nickname.

I thought: this can't go on, it's time for me to stand up for myself, it's time for me to be strong again.
With the response I get from this.. To whoever is reading or is following me since 'REJECTIONS', my deepest apologies for asking myself that is this all worth it. There's so many more people out there that need my help, my strength, my encouragement. Believe it or not, there are even people who take me as their role model. How could I leave all of them just for myself? For something that I could have fought through.

I got back on track with doing videos. Vlogs to be specific but I am on almost all social platforms which means I meet a lot of people facing different kinds of problem. Got the most common problem to talk about, people can't accept themselves, people who can't find themselves.
Honestly, bullying is so overrated like it will never stop. But that's okay. One day it don't stop, another day I try to stop it. One video can't do shit but people who watch that particular video of mine can.
I hope this post somehow introduce itself and give you the idea of what this blog is about. Thanks for reading, stay happy x

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